Christmas C 2003.  Our Lady of Grace.  Midnight.  Isaiah 9: 1-6,  Titus 2: 11-14, Luke 2: 1-20.

This holy night the whole world pauses in silence to hear the most powerful, moving and glorious story ever told - the story of the first Christmas.  The images of the first Christmas have touched every corner of our globe.  Painters, musicians and simple folk will tell the story over and over again, in every language and culture of the human race this day.  We have heard the Christmas story since we were little children. We know it by heart.  We would immediately recognize and object if any part of the Christmas story were forgotten or changed. 

 

The story of Christmas began with the message of an angel to Mary and her total yes to something that had never happened before.  The story that is so familiar to us was all new the first time around.  It was a mystery Mary embraced in faith.

 

Joseph had a dream about a child that was not really his…and yet it was.  Then there was the long trip to Bethlehem at the very time when Mary was about to have her baby.  Since there was no room in the inn, this poor family ended up in a stable with their beloved new baby lying in a manger.  All of this may seem warm and cozy to us.  To Mary and Joseph it must have been very disturbing, even terrifying.

 

Soon there were angels and shepherds, and finally astrologers or wise men from the East.   Every part of the Christmas Story makes sense to us.  To Mary and Joseph it wasn’t just another Christmas.  The birth of the Christ Child was an event to be lived moment by moment as it unfolded…a mystery of faith that future generations and the writers of the gospels would understand even better as the story was told over and over again.  Mary treasured all of these things in her heart and responded the best she could as things kept happening and would keep happing throughout the whole of her life.  Perhaps it was fortunate that she did not know about the death of her Son on the day of his birth. People of faith have the grace to live one moment of the mystery of their lives at a time.  Mary and Joseph are our mother and father in walking day by day by faith, trusting God. They show us that while the story of our lives may be new to us and even a mystery that we do not yet understand, God is truly with us.  God walks with us and is born within us.  Because of the miracle of Bethlehem, the story of our life is also part of the Christ Story.  Jesus came as the Good Shepherd to guide us on our pilgrim way.

 

The American Trappist monk Thomas Merton wrote a pilgrim’s prayer that I find helpful in facing the mystery of life. While we would like to image that Mary and Joseph understood everything perfectly on the first Christmas, they were also on a journey of faith.  Merton wrote:

 

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going.  I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end.  Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.  I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you.  And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing.  I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I know nothing about it.  Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.”  

 

Thomas Merton was a convert to the Catholic faith who found in the Church the light of Christ that allowed him to walk courageously in a world of darkness.  John Cardinal Newman was also a convert to the Catholic Church.  His search for Christ led him through a deep knowledge and love of the Bible into a full and active life in the Church of England.  He was ordained an Anglican priest and was very active as a teacher and preacher.  He lived at a time when there was much tension and even hatred between Catholics and Protestants.  John Newman said many harsh things about the Catholic Church – and his Catholic opponents certainly retaliated.  But John Cardinal Newman was on a pilgrimage of faith that began in the Bible and ended in the Catholic Church he so much despised. Because he was well known and his choice was not popular in England, he was pushed and shoved from every side.  His life journey was a mystery, even to him, but once on the road he felt impelled to make the journey though confusion and darkness, often alone.   Newman wrote a great hymn describing the faith journey of everyone who seeks to worship Christ in full and radiant faith.  The words are:

 

Lead, Kindly light, amid the encircling gloom, Lead me on!

The night is dark and I am far from home – lead me on!

Keep my feet; I do not ask to see the distant scene – one step enough for me.

 

I was never thus, nor prayed that you should lead me on.

I loved to choose and see my path, but now, you lead me on!

I loved the garish day, and, spite of fears,

Pride ruled my will: remember not past years.

 

So long your power has blessed me, sure it still will lead me on.

Over moor and fence, crag and torrent, till the night is gone,

And with the morn those angel faces smile,

Which I have loved long since, and lost awhile!

 

Along the narrow and rugged path that you yourself have trod,

Lead, Savior, lead me home in childlike faith, home to my God.

To rest forever after earthly strife,

In the calm light of everlasting life.

 

Lead Kindly Light, lead me on.

 

(Sing)  “O Little Town of Bethlehem, How still we see thee lie!

Above they deep and dreamless sleep the silent stars go by;

Yet in the dark streets shinneth the everlasting Light.

The hopes and fears of all the years are met in thee tonight.”

 

May the light of Christ lead us safely home through the darkness.   Merry Christmas!